How's it going brother, bet your having better weather up there because it's not summer weather down here, you know I like a good tan haha. It gets easier knowing you are safe and sound but harder knowing your not with me, you were my best friend and I looked up to you so much. I'm guessing you have seen me, Sion and Darren out in Warrington having a laugh, me and Sion doing our typical stupid dancing, also I'm guessing you saw me and Sion this weekend get upset. Adele and Hayley came round on Sunday with Hayley's daughter,isn't she cute, she loves staring at me for some reason and I don't know why, mum held her for a bit. Later that day when me and Adele were at the pub, she recieved a message off Hayley saying how special you are and how much she misses you. Have you seen Jay's car, it's well nice isn't it, it's about time he drove, who is going to fix it when he breaks it. I really miss coming home telling you stories about my day but I just think you are watching me and Rob having a laugh at work instead of me telling you. I hope you are looking over and protecting your friends on their holiday. I see Mark Lewis a lot now, he is so funny and I can only imagine what a pair you would have made when together. I went round to Dean's last night for a visit, we had a giggle about you and laughed at your pictures, he really misses you like me. Mum has moved my clothes into your wardrobe and I don't feel right going in there for clothes, this has always been your room, and it always will be, I'm just looking after it for you, that ok. I'm thinking of getting a new car after the summer, and I would have loved to have had some advice off you and gone looking at new cars with you. I will never stop thinking about you and I will never stop loving you, you shouldn't be up there you should be here with me making me laugh, I miss you so so much, my life has changed for the worse and not the better. Feel free to pay me a visit when ever you want, I will know it's you don't worry, I know when you're nearby. LOVE YOU, MISS YOU, your brother for always, Matthew, LIL SKOOBA, XxXxXxX