Stephen I have just been listening to " my heart will go on" piano version, I miss coming home to find you playing this at ur speed over and over again, I would be sat there watching " hollyoaks " and you would be drowning out the sound with your piano skills. I cant listen to this song without thinking of you and crying, I feel so lonely without you and i dont feel right getting on with life without you. I will never forget you and your random ways, all the toy fighting we did, all the holidays, all the times just being with you are really special to me. I cant believe you are not here hogging the pc, I'm waiting for you to come through the front door, having spent a weekend at Sions, or just been out with your friends because there was so many of them. I had a microwavable burgar today and didnt nuke for 7 mins like you did, do me a favour and say " hi " to both grandma ans grandads for me, cant, wont, and will never forget you my brother, love you for ever, Matthew ( "skid" as you would call me ) x x x, ps, mum wont let me get a tattoo of you on my arm