Ah up Brother how is the perfect world you are now in, once again im sat here writing to you, dont know where to start. Been spending a lot time with Sion at weekends, we play football every friday night with Andrew and Rob, Dave came for a bit but decided to block one of my shots and dislocated his knee haha. Mark lewis plays aswell, this friday Darren and Mark are playing and Paul Furse, ah all the family lads but you, I know you would of been the entertainer doing some wierd skills. Stacey has moved out of her parents house and has her own flat now, its just down the road from Deans above the bakery. She seems to be doing really well, got her own little nail business going. Adele is off in Thailand over Christmas with her dad travelling for a month lucky her, keep an eye on her for me please. Ah Gary has moved out and has got a house in mossley now, and is due a child in the near future, lots of stuff going on really. Not looking forward to christmas, think its going to be a lonely one for me without you, dont really fancy celebrating in anyway, christmas or new year. Do you remember last new year when I met you late on in Rififi's and that lad was being a prat so we had him, we was just not expecting his 3 mates to jump in were we. You went to hospital with a cut on your ear and I got chaced to tesco topless and bleeding with a broken rib and possible broken collarbone. I remember the next morning when I came home and you were there made me laugh straight away when you said, " should of gave them some massive elbows ".I think about you constantly, when im at work on my own I spend hours with you on my mind. College is going alright now, passed my exam a couple of weeks ago. Spend a few nights a week on the xbox with Dean, Sion, Ste n Lee. My life seems to be missing laughter, I have the odd giggle but I havnt laughed almost in tears for ages, but that was something you could do so easily, a couple of words or a stupid face and off I went. I miss you so much, I hope you have a good christmas up there with the grandparents, and feel free to pay me a visit when ever, Love you so much, Matthew, your lil brother, xxxxx