hey huni,how nice was it this weekend i know you keep bringing the sun out for us keep it up!i can see you laughing at me the only wknd work offer overtime and it was weather like that!typical!hope your doing well up there,matthew keeps txting me making me jealous cos he is living it up on hol whilst im stuck here,i know you have gone with them though!everybody misses you so much,went your house and matthew and ya dad n mum showed me and sion the photo frame how impressed was i!!it is like a slide show,my eyes were filling up looking at all the pics(you do look hot on alot of them i must admit)and i was just about controlling my tears and ya dad goes and puts the music on it,that was it then they were coming out like i gay parade!!ha ha!i couldnt look at anyone cos i didnt want them to see me ha ha!suppose you know that anyway!we were all so blessed to have you stevani you have no idea how many things i have that i wished i could say to you if i got given the chance.i dont want to keep writing sad things on here but i cant help the way i feel and you know me,speak my mind!i miss you every god damn minute and i still cant believe you have gone.im going to make sure we all keep living your life with you and im sure the boys will be wasted every wknd knowing your with them cos face it thats what you did best.you can tell molly misses you too!!so when do i get a visit??hmmm!do i have to get derek whats his face in to tell me your there??!!i have noticed draws open in my room when i go in the living room or summat, they werent opened by me and im the only one in so if thats you it aint funny womble e!!!!member that you were womble e,stacey wombel ace,jay womble a n me wombel el!yes you made that up you fruit loop!anyway im bored in work and normally you would ring me or id ring you and we would make the hours pass whilst you hid behind a car at work or in the kitchen eatin an apple or yogurt very slowly cos you wanted to chat to me until ya boss clocked you and you chuckled knowing you havnt got any excuse to use to him(dean knows what i mean he caught you all the time)or youd ring me and ask me how to cook your microwave meal!!hahaha i miss you so so so so much and were all in pain its mad without you and ill never know why you was taken away from us!love you forever baby boy! x x adele x x