Ah up brother how is the new life of no pain or suffering, I havnt wrote for a bit but I think about you everyday allday, Andrew has had his kid, he is called Alexander Stephen Furse, so the name lives on but you dont. Its weird seeing Andrew as dad, plus im an uncle whats all that about, guess im going to have to be the crazy uncle now. It seems only yesterday we lost you but its been a lot longer. Have you been watching me and dad doing the bathroom, its taking forever, im sure you would of taken the mick out of us both by now for taking so long. I see Sion all the time, most weekends, either im at his or he is here, we are planning on going travelling round europe or where ever, we just both want to go and live our lives, something you always did. I have still got 2 years left on my plumbing course and Sion has got a few years left studying etc, so we have plenty of time to organize it. Taylor has bought or geting a house in Mossley near Gary, everyone seems to be settling down and geting on with life, I want to escape. I chat to Dean Adam and Gary on the xbox most nights, seems wierd how your friends have become my friends, Jay has got a girlfriend now, Laura she is called I dont know her but he seems to be really happy with her. I dont chat to Adele much now, she has sort of lost contact with me and Stacey, but keep an eye on her because we both know what she is like. Me Sion Smit and Mark, not sure if you met him, but we are going to france in the summer, we are all staying in a big 4 man tent, that big 1 of Sions, going to be a rodtrip, should be a great laugh. Do you remember all the good times we had on that campsite, thats where we met Sion, well that is where we are going again, we couldnt go anywhere else could we really haha. Im coming up to visit you at weekend with Stacey, I might bring Molly depending on the weather. I miss you so much, and I hate how life carrys on without you but I cant stop it, miss you, love you, your lil brother Matthew, xxxxx