written for you! since youve been gone away i cant seem to get through a single day, hearing your soft gentle voice in my head trying to believe that your not dead. but i have to believe as your were taken from me,gods knows why i find it hard to see, why this happen?why to you?the whole world dont seem to understand it too. you loved life as hard as it was, you never got down you just had a buzz, making us laugh to the point of tears, now those tears will be cried for years. we all miss you more than words can say but believe you me ill see you one day, and when i do you better run cos what im gunna do to you aint gunna be fun! serious though its hard to see ya mum,dad and bro but im glad i have the chance to see him grow, grow up like you,so strong and wise and he has defo got your eyes! not your elbows but im sure they will come and as for the rest he will keep that schtum! you were my man,my best friend,my whole world and more i just imagine your gunna knock on my door with that gorgeous smile and those muscley arms and whooing all the girls with them plus your charms!them mad words and conversations we had, our lives are all empty,lost and sad. what id give just to hold you close,tell you how much i loved you the most.you did everything right and had a good life, but it should not have been taken so quick without a chance to fight. i know your in heaven smilling down, watching us but not hearing a sound,for your life wish i could turn back time cos to have you hear id give up mine!i cant wait to see you,touch you again you were my one true best friend. its killing me,not going to see you for a while,but i look at your pictures and see your smile in my head, on my mind, in my heart i will find, you there forever till my time is up and you had better open the gates cos ill be coming up to party with you and all the angels too but not one of them will be as special as you, maybe thats why your gone,to show them all the way,know your up there guiding us through the day. i just need you to know your the best thing that ever happened to us all,and ill never forget you, you were my best friend after all. i love you now more than i ever did, just knowing your waiting is enough or us to live. we will be strong we will be wise for you ste this is my goodbyes, not forever but for a short while, hold tight,sleep well,my angel your now gods child. adele x