Hey Ste, been thinking about you a lot this week... your family are back in France where I first met you, and where I had my best times with you. I really wanted to be there with them reflecting on all the experiences, but it wasn't meant to be this year... One day I'll go back there and think of those times me and you had, both happy and sad. It doesn't get any easier even though you've been up there more than 3 months now.... I seem to think about you more as time goes on, maybe because I miss you and look forward to meeting you again, wherever you are, one day. As weird as this sounds it is true, I'm not scared of all that anymore. I know you are in France with your family now, so I hope you are watching over them, you and supergran and grandad, smiling and laughing with them. Love you Stevo xx