Hello Ste, I really miss you babe, I haven't wanted to come on your site and leave a message,it's just so painful, I can't stop crying everytime I do. Well where do I start, I have so many happy memories of me and you, some of which are very naughty, but that was you all over so cheecky haha!. I've been to your house a few times, I know you have been there watching. It's so surreal, keep expecting to see you. Been in your room with matthew. He shares the same qualities as you, I have told him how proud you would be of him. He is keeping in contact with me,Adele and Stacey and we all went to yours last Friday night,but you should've been there. I went another night, just me and Aleesha, she just stares at matthew its so weird, I know she would have loved you and your mad sounds and crazy faces.Matthew turned your water feature on in your garden for her, she loved it.Remember when I came for tea,you were at band that night and had to drop me off before you went. Those days were so special, I spent a lot of time with you, mostly you were always at my house with Jay because he was with Adele, having tea, setting the table with me! Then you started staying over, and being a permanent fixture! You were such a softy, loved cuddles haha! Remember when I used to sneak you in and out the next morning, that time Gary was on the drive and you were so scared to go past but he didnt even see you haha! we laughed bout that for ages. I thank you for always being there for me Ste, no matter what. I spent valentines night with you 2005 and 2006, I will always cherish and thank you for the memories we shared. We both knew the score with each other and we both told each other how much one another ment. You were so special to me, I loved you very much,I cannot and will never get over you leaving us to be in heaven. I talk to you everyday and cry a tear most nights. Strange things have happened which I have told Matthew about, and you came through to Sarah when she saw a clairvoyant, you were telling her to look out for me. Shortly after that an incident happened and you were warning her. Thank you Ste, you always cared for me. Sarah is there for me now, I hope I am making you proud. I know I will see you again one day and I cannot wait, I am gona squeeze you so tight and never let go. As they say you dont know what you've got til its gone, you were one of a kind, you made everybody around you laugh and you were so pleasant to be around. My Mum loved you and you knew it, you were a special friend to Adele. You will never be forgotten by all who knew you. Jay went to see my mum and Gary the other day in his new car, thought that was really nice but you should have been in the car with him, you would like his car my mum said. I'm driving now, haha, remember when I used to walk past stonacre for my job and you'd always pop out to see me I loved that. you always said you'd help me with cars. At one point we texted each other all the time, every morning youd txt me when you were taking molly for a walk. You'd tell me what you were having for dinner everyday, you went your Grandads every Tuesday for dinner whilst you were at college. Youd txt me daft things you were always bored on a Tuesday!haha. I could go on forever, but I will write again soon. I just miss you so much its unbelieveable. Think about you all the time, me and Adele always laugh with each other telling stories about you. Whenever im down thinking of you brings a smile to my face, my outlook on life has changed since you passed. Hope you are happy Ste, everyone misses and loves you. Especially me, love you babe, Haley xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx